Sometimes, I feel like I don't even matter to you, you know? And it makes me feel like I should stop trying, but I know the second I give up, you won't even bother. It made me feel really happy when you called me. Back then, I didn't have these feelings like I'm just annoying you, but it made me so, so happy. But now, now what? You don't call. And every time I try to hang out with you, it feels like you're just telling me "no can do." I told you when I'd be busy, but you don't even let me know the same so I can work around your schedule. Maybe I'm just over-thinking things. Maybe not. But in all honesty, you were the one person I was really l